Legal Ease gets published!

Also, did I mention that for graduation, Brandon Walsh had my blog printed and bound like a book? And it was so sweet I cried?

Technically that makes me unstable an author.

I am the epitome of cool.

Am I studying my MBE notes all alone at 10pm on a Saturday night, blaring Does He Love You and singing both parts of the duet between Reba McEntire and Linda Davis?

Yes. Yes I am.

Currently

OhhayitsKK hit the nail on the head. I didn't expect studying for the bar exam to be so difficult. Usually people seem to exaggerate about how difficult things are, so I ignored the warnings.

But as it turns out: this shit is hard.

Luckily my sister in law just sent me a big box of fresh cookies. Very sweet. I might not jump off a cliff now. I sort of think she and Brandon Walsh are planning to fatten me up, hoping I'll become a jolly plump lady. Chances of plumpness are high. Chances of jolliness are not.

In other news, Brandon Walsh got a job in our new city, which is awesome. (He starts in July--just in time for me to quit going in to the office, take over the house with study materials, and cry in my spare time.) Being the totally reasonable and responsible person I am, I booked a trip to Belize to celebrate.

Once again, we're headed to the Caribbean in the midst of hurricane season. I will be pissed if I die in a storm after all this work.

That's all.

The bar exam has made me high maintenance. I just made BW go to the store and buy me all this:

Also, I'll be 200 pounds by July 29

I mean, I don't suck that much: I have business cards now. And a credenza.

I suppose I'm doing just fine.

Realization: I kind of suck

Bar study + Lawyer job = Terrible for self-confidence

I can't learn anything
And I do everything wrong

I am basically terrified all the time, and constantly wondering why I am so inadequate in every way. This is a tough thing to do to someone who has a big enough god complex to write a blog devoted entirely her own life. So hat's off to you bar exam and new job, you've done it!

Now I'm off to hum the Rocky theme song to myself to get my confidence up.

Studying for the bar is worse than you think it is.